first, let me apologize for being absent for so long…sometimes life doesn’t go the way we expect and kind of runs away from you…(i’m trying to put a leash on it) 😉
i will say, being gone can cause a lot of deep thinking, thinking that is good for the soul and the heart.
i started thinking if i could’ve changed things in my life, (if i made better choices)? which got me wondering, how many things (maybe) were not my choices? all to find, no matter what, he was there with me through them all and turned them into good as i see how much my experiences were meant for today, possibly as help for others who cross my path today…
as this thought process went on, it brought me back to when i met my first love…little did i know at the time he would become the greatest, most valuable person ever to cross my path…though it was a sweet meeting, no bells, and whistles, quiet and gentle, i had no idea the great impact he would have on my life.
i met him at a young age, not knowing he would change my life forever. and as the years have gone by i realize more and more how much he’s been right by my side, no matter the trials, losses, pain or whatever came my way, he and he alone has always had my back…
i can say with everything in me, he is and always will be my first love. my love for him grows deeper every day and i will forever be grateful to have him walking right beside me for the rest of my days…he has blessed me with an earthly love (whom i adore with everything in me), beautiful children and grandchildren, and i’m given the freedom to love and spoil for the rest of my days here on earth!
i could go on and on and on, but i’ll save that for another time, and for the sake of time i will sum it up simply…
His name is Jesus…
peace out…